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<3Like A Bed Of Roses Theres A Dozen Reasons In This Gun<3

+ Hopelessly abandon And Desperately Breaking +

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Wow, Havent updated. This is Nothing too Fun though [15 Oct 2005|10:09am]

I love derek :)

( Me and Derek<3 )

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Bitchhh. ill kill you [01 Sep 2005|05:14pm]

New School.

I Miss Merrimack alot though.

Like The lunch Table, English(the ppl in it that is), Scence. Economics. Civics. ((MY FAMILY)).. expecially.(My bestfriends) (The Boys) Mike.DEREK. Andy.Buttaz.Chris.

Love Everyone<3

xoxoxo

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[18 Aug 2005|06:25pm]

Love Hanging Out With Derek

( Fun.Fun.Fun )

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WARP TOUR [16 Aug 2005|09:22pm]

I called in sick to work today... bc im so tired from WARP TOUR!

It was awesome .. we saw like every band... the pits were wicked awesome...

and at one point derek put me on his shoulders! So i could see it was reall kool.

I went with my cuzzin ryan alix mel and derek ... me and ryan and derek wokeup at like 7 and drove to alixs left by 8 and didnt get there till 12... ( i saw christina she was crowd surfing and i caught her head ... hahai dont think she saw me though.. she had her eyes closed) i also saw justy and nina and meghan and jared.

Everything was covered in mud it was crazy!!! rach somehow found us .. lol and hung out with us for the rest of the day.

I was so tired on the wayy home so i slept on derek and alix slept on me and half on ryan... lol and we were all wet and muddy....it was gross.

Derek and ryan slept over ryan left at like 7 in the morning bc my stepmommy drove him home. and i was sick so derek took care me : ) and he left around one something ...

Oh and sydney and her friend decided to harrass me the whole time at the warp tour which was annoying and left harrassing messages onmy phone so i havent decided what im gunna do yet but my dad wants to do something ....

<3333333

Meghan

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UPDATE ON MY BABY [02 Aug 2005|02:10pm]

[ mood | My blaze loves me<3 ]

[ music | Alkaline trio ]

( He is Getting Big. )

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*dedicated to my BESTfriends [31 Jul 2005|08:18pm]

[ mood | sad ]

*Dont get mad if your not in here... this is to my bestfriends that ive had so many memories with and theyhave been there through everything, I love them to Death*

( Theres Nothing More Important than BESTFRIENDS )

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Heartbroken [27 Jul 2005|09:51pm]

My Whole Family Is Leaving On Sunday FOr Three Years.

my Mom

My Babys Sister.

And My Two Other Sisters.

Im Crushed.

</3

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pictures. [20 Jul 2005|11:13pm]

[ mood | complacent ]

[ music | Talking to derek ]

hmmmmmmmm....... cell phone ... is back 9783909188

burger king cashier... ha...

Blonde hair pictures..

random pics.

( Kitty pictures</STRONG></FONT> )

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Well.. [11 Jul 2005|01:27pm]

DEREK GOT ME THE KITTY
Its orange with blue eyes... so cute

If your trying to get a hold of me call my dads bc i live there now..
9786629475

love Meghan <33

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Comment If You Like It. [30 Jun 2005|04:42pm]

[ mood | weird ]

Bye Bye.

RAINBOW :(

( New Hair... )

(Give Me A Taste)

Pictures. [30 Jun 2005|11:45am]

[ mood | stressed ]

Kelsey Made This For Me <3

( Then I GOt Bored So I made All These )

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Wrote This. You SHould Read iT. And Comment. [28 Jun 2005|06:29pm]

[ mood | pissed off ]

The World Is so Fake... Pretending they care when in the end FuCKS you Over.

I feel Like im nOt even Part oF The World ..

..Fall into the fake attitude of every FAKE AMERICAN. With Its Fake Hair. Fake BEAUTY. Fake Tans. Fake MONEY . FAKE HAPPYNESS. Fake Emotion. Everything Its Fake.

The Pretending TO BE Perfect. Your FAKE.

If Your a fucking Dirty Slut. Why Fake Your An Angel?

Who gives a fuck what people except.

If Your goal in life is to be excepted.

It wont Work. NoBody Is EXCEPTED.. we might pretend we except you .. If you do one thing we dont like. Its over. we question.. everything.

I find Beauty In DEATH.

I Find Beauty in BLOOD.

I Find Beauty In SCARS.

XoXo ME XoXo

I love Porn.

I love violence.

I love sex.

I love to be dirty.

i love to be different.

</3</3</3</3</3</3

Fuck your fake Flag.

Your Fake Goverment.

Your Fucked Rules.

Fuck The Money. And The Cars.

..::Fuck Your Fake Mom::...

..::Who cheats on your work aholic dad::.. ..::

..::With Your FAKE teacher::..

..::Fuck her FAKE LIPSTICK ALL OVER HER FACE::..

..::When she tells you she ran out to do a worthless errand::..

..::And forgets to feed your FAKE FUCKING STOMACHS::..

..::So you feel the REAL pain::..

..::Fuck your sister who gets all A's ::..

..::And steals From Your mom ::..

..::To Afford her those good grades ::..

..::While she is Off Getting High ::..

..::And Fucking her boyfriend ::..

..::In his Fake FUCKIN CORVET. ::..

..::Fuck Your dad for being the work aholic ::..

..::Trying to fill your mom with fake happiness::..

..::While she is already being FILLED by your teacher::..

..::With his Fake Cum::..

..::Fuck your brother for hitting you when he is drunk ::..

..::And Fuck the lies::..

..::You tell your friends::..

..::About how you fell over those Fake stairs::..

..:: Fuck him for hurting you AND YOUR REAL EMOTIONS ::..

..::Fuck your Grandpa ::..

..::And how he makes your little sister Cry::..

..::Fuck his Fake Games::..

..::And his Fake fucking lines::..

..::That go something like this “now don’t tell your mommy"::..

..::“It’ll be our lil secret”::..

..::But your fake mommy is out fucking your teacher to much ..than to notice::..

..::To hear your lil sister cry when grandpa visits::..

..::And trying to reach out and touch her fake fragile body. But she is so afriad::..

..::and that’s not fake::..

..::But you ignore it. everything’s okay isn’t it ::..

..::Because everything is wonderful ::..

..::When Daddy works::..

..::When mommy leaves::..

..::When brother isn’t drunk::..

..::When grandpa doesn’t come visit::..

..::When your sister is home::..

..:: Do you Feel Safe::..

..::Can You See... It’s So FAKE::..

..::Reality is so harsh. And it hurts you the most when you don’t except it.

(Give Me A Taste)

... milkshakes... [27 Jun 2005|10:53pm]

[ mood | giggly ]

[ music | msi ]

Yay...

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY ANDY..

*slept over Tiahs...
*concisted of 2 parties
*went over mikes
*hung out with andy

*went to his party

pictures later.

meghan<3

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birThDay [25 Jun 2005|12:11pm]

[ mood | flirty ]

[ music | Can You Bleed Like Me? ]

It Was My Birthday Wednesday

And I Hung Out With Andy .. And Derek ..

And Then My Family Ate Over.

I got 400 dollars.

And Came To The Conclusion my mom is a bitch... and she should die possibly in a painful way.

( Woohoo Im 16 )

(Give Me A Taste)

[25 Jun 2005|12:11pm]

[ music | Can You Bleed Like Me? ]

It Was My Birthday Wednesday

And I Hung Out With Andy .. And Derek ..

And Then My Family Ate Over.

I got 400 dollars.

And Came To The Conclusion my mom is a bitch... and she should die possibly in a painful way.

( Woohoo Im 16 )

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ITS MY BIRTHDAY TOMMOROW!!!!! [21 Jun 2005|08:41pm]

[ mood | iuno what that word means ]

[ music | GarBage. Bleed Like Me ]

<3 mY fAMILY.

( A Few Pictures. )

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Bye School [18 Jun 2005|08:43pm]

[ mood | crazy ]

[ music | hmmm ]

( Ahhh ... School Days. )

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Gay Pride. [18 Jun 2005|04:56pm]

[ mood | curious ]

[ music | Fall Out BOy ]

( GaY PriDe )

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PiCtures. [04 Jun 2005|08:35pm]

[ mood | <3 ]

[ music | nine inch nails ]

Heather Thanks for letting me stay over last minute... It was fun :)

( And you're really all alone..You can live in this illusion )

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<3 [28 May 2005|10:31pm]

[ mood | mm baby ]

[ music | <3 ]

WELL YOU GUYS SUCK.. for not commenting .. You Whoreeesss man

SKY SHOW.... mm babbyy

andy dyed my hair green and blue.. to go with my pink ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYDNEY <3

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